Solutions

I pondered and pondered my total lackadaisical attitude today and came up with a solution. WRITE IT ALL DOWN...So now I have a looong list of short term and long term things to do. I ran out of receipt paper before I could even come close to finishing the list...I'll finish it tonight before bed.

Damn..there's another one! Stop procrastinating!!!!

Once I complete the list (TONIGHT), I purchased a white board so that I can have it all written out where I will see it every morning. I'll have no choice if all of these things are staring me right in the face.

That is merely a temporary fix though. One of the items on my list is to rekindle my creative flame that used to drive me years ago. So, I'll be creating a collage of pictures and words that will be much more attractive rather than a stupid white board. ICK!

Problem solved :)

Sheer Laziness

I don't know what has happened to me...but I am one lazy girl. I can't find the motivation to do anything. When I say anything, I mean just about everything. I get out of bed at 10 instead of 8 now. I don't feel like cleaning or unpacking for that matter...I have fabulous photographers out the hoohah that want to schedule shoots and I just can't commit to any dates. I still need to get a super part time bartending gig to help with the bills. The examples could go on and on.

I want to be myself again...the girl that next stopped going.

Can someone please give me a swift kick to the rear? PLEASE?!